Sunday, May 31, 2009

distractions

so many distractions in my life. everything is speeding through my mind, like a tape would on fast forward. and i need silence to be able to organise my thoughts, to write properly.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

future

the previous two years have consisted of teachers drilling into our brains that it's a pretty fantastic idea to decide our future occupation, and for all of that time i have basically ignored their advice, as no occupations seemed to jump out at me or interest me the slightest. i didn't really feel like it was urgent to choose either, but now, everyday, time seems to be slipping away from me,  quicker than i can even acknowledge, and the hsc is dawning upon me, stressing me out and making me wonder what the hell i'm going to do with myself once it is over...
i noticed today when i was driving, that everywhere i look, i see an image i want to capture. my mind automatically starts to imagine how the picture will turn out, and how i will retake the photo adjusting the angle, and the brightness. this small realisation made it occur to me, even though deep down i have always known it, that i would really love to become a photographer. 
though somewhere within my concious self, there is something pulling me away from the idea, making me think it is silly.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

sunday 3rd may, 2009

i am so, so happy right now.