As i sit here with my toast and juice (even though it's 3:30 in the afternoon), i realised that i've been neglecting my blog a fair bit. This wasn't intentional, i've just been really busy lately, which i love. I mean really, blogging is only something i think to do when i'm feeling a little bored, which kind of doesn't work out too well because when i'm bored i don't have too much to blog about... haaa
So with toby the dog being the scavenger that he is by my side waiting for me to share my vegemite toast with him i decided that i'd check in and say hello and that i'm still alive.
HELLO I'M STILL ALIVE
Have a lovely day

Easy or hard?
Sounds like a stupid question because it is a stupid question. Whether 'easy' means the quickest way or the way requiring the least amount of effort or even the way giving the greatest satisfaction during the process. If there were an easy way and a hard way in order to achieve the same outcome, anyone with half a brain would choose the easy way. Today really heightened my appreciation for easy company. Company that requires little extra effort other than being yourself to play, laugh, talk and to simply just be around.This being compared to being around company that small ideas and opinions clash with because of differences in thinking/morals, but even more so, varying levels of maturity and understanding And even the levels of willingness to try and be mature, to change and to compromise. Turning something that could potentially be easy in to something that becomes hard due to conflict or tension caused.
And we prefer to focus and excell at what we find easy, and turn away from things that form a continious pattern of negativity.

i'm currently lazing with toria listening to music and chatting about her first few days of school.
most things seem to be starting to smooth out for me, which feels nice.
talking about classes and teachers and diving and trampolining and all the school stuff makes me really miss school. but ah well, things must move forward.
today at coles i served a man that was so scruffy that if he had told me that he walked here from his cave i would have believed him. a blind person would have probably believed him too judging by the GORGEOUS waft following him around.
l8r sk8rs

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I love you tay.

work, as long as it's not too busy, counts towards my 'me' time.
Nearly all of my shift tonight was spent drifting off thinking while automatically doing the physical requirements of checkout slave. Was nice.
I'm going to read nineteen minutes by jodi picoult, listen to my favourite song at the moment which happens to be undisclosed desires by muse and then go to sleep.

hey Huw

So I'm pretty blown out of the water by what you have said to me.
I didn't realise that I could influence you so much, in such little time.
I didn't realise you would feel this way about me.
Overwhelmed is the closest I can come to describe how I feel. From nothing one day to this the next, it's just wow. Very wow.
I'm scared to move because this is something that I have day dreamed about, something I have been tirelessly searching for, and I'm afraid if I move at all, it may all disappear into thin air, I'll wake up and it will all have just been too good to be true. The fact that it is so surprisingly amazing and perfect and scarily convenient makes it that much harder for me to get my head around. But I know it is, and I'm just trying to tip toe in the hope that I won't screw something that could have amazing potential.
I guess a new waiting game begins.