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I love you tay.

work, as long as it's not too busy, counts towards my 'me' time.
Nearly all of my shift tonight was spent drifting off thinking while automatically doing the physical requirements of checkout slave. Was nice.
I'm going to read nineteen minutes by jodi picoult, listen to my favourite song at the moment which happens to be undisclosed desires by muse and then go to sleep.

hey Huw

So I'm pretty blown out of the water by what you have said to me.
I didn't realise that I could influence you so much, in such little time.
I didn't realise you would feel this way about me.
Overwhelmed is the closest I can come to describe how I feel. From nothing one day to this the next, it's just wow. Very wow.
I'm scared to move because this is something that I have day dreamed about, something I have been tirelessly searching for, and I'm afraid if I move at all, it may all disappear into thin air, I'll wake up and it will all have just been too good to be true. The fact that it is so surprisingly amazing and perfect and scarily convenient makes it that much harder for me to get my head around. But I know it is, and I'm just trying to tip toe in the hope that I won't screw something that could have amazing potential.
I guess a new waiting game begins.

sometimes my ipod doesn't seem enough of an escape.

the personality of a boy that carries understanding, knowledge and maturity. What a breath of fresh air!
So lovely :)

last night calay won a major prize on stacker.
a memorable moment for the campbell family.

love is such a bizaar thing. it has so many avenues, so many components. it can evoke so many different emotions in you. it can leave you feeling as sure as the sky is blue, and as vulnerable as it seems possible. it is so complex, and so stimulating, and so limitless. it has the ability to lift you up so high. so high that you can only see that other person. can only feel the nervous excitement in your stomach.
and once you know these feelings exist, that this can be achieved, it is all you want. and when you don't have it, you feel numb for a while, and then you feel nothing. nothing because you've fallen back to the ground, and it hurts.

love drives me.
'happy ever after' is my aim, because i know that if that is all i end up with, i will be so happy, because it can lift you higher than anything else can.