Throwing up is one of the worst feelings

So i'm sorry that i haven't been blogging lately, it's because i've been feeling (physically) like absolute shit. I've had hardly any energy, so have basically been sleeping as much as i can, and when i am awake i'm usually in bed listening to my ipod and playing tetris on my phone until i get tired again. I haven't had much of an apetite which is very unusual for me, haha.
So anyway, here's a recap of my last 48 hours or so...
Wednesday: Woke up with a bit of a sore throat. Had a long shower. Made myself a hot milo and had four or five sips and then gave up on it. Had some neurofen and panadol and sat around the house until the pain finally started to ease. Got hungry so had vegemite on toast with a glass of lemonade. The siblings came home from school and mum came home from a day out at her friend's place and i told her that i think i have toncilitis. Went to the doctor and the doctor said that i do have toncilitis. Got a script and then antibiotics from the chemist. Mum tried to cheer me up by offering to make chicken burgers for dinner which is one of my favourite meals. This excited me.
When the chicken burgers were ready i was so happy and so hungry. They tasted so, so amazing! I ate a giant chicken burger, which is the usual amount that i would eat, but given the situation, it was huge considering that this one meal was probably close to the same amount of food that i've eaten combined for the last 3 or 4 days or so. After dinner i took my first dose of antibiotics and it was gross. The pill i had to swallow was huge! Like, i got mum to cut the pill in half for me, and each of the halves were probably the size of a neurofen plus, was horrible.
About two hours later i threw up, dinner and all. Was really, really horrible, and it was chicken burgers, one of my favs! :(
Made myself spaghetti on toast once my stomach settled as i now was hungry again and then took some neurofen before heading to bed for the night.
Woke up this morning with the worst throat. It was like sandpaper and almost made me cry with each attempt at swallowing my own saliva. I battled with myself to try and fall back to sleep, but failed, and ended up hauling myself out of bed to the kitchen to take some neurofen to hopefully ease the agony.
I poured myself a glass of water from the tap and took a sip. It simultaneously hurt and felt good on my throat. I popped a neurofen and swallowed it down with water. About ten seconds later i felt my stomach turn... and before i knew it, i was throwing up. There wasn't really much to throw up, just slimy, mucus-looking, yuck stuff. It was very acidic and hurt like hell. So i cried for a bit and eventually ended up eating a piece of toast with vegemite and drinking a glass of lemonade before forcing myself to take my antibiotics. Thankfully my body kept them down.
So there we have it, my reason behind the lack of blogging, although i suppose it is the fuel to my blog for today.
Er whatever it is, i'm too drugged up to comprehend it.
I hope you're having a better time than i am recently :)
OMGZ BYEEE LUV YA MWA

contagious

For the sake of it

Today Martin came 'round for a bit of the afternoon. He was in a fantastic mood, which has put me in a fantastic mood too.
Tonight i will go to soccer and puff myself out in the freezing cold. Chances are that it'll rain as well and end up being super, super cold. Bet ya it will.
I'm excited for the weekend to just hang out and relax and forget school (even though it will only be for a few days haha).
I'm totally, totally loving "Dismantle. Repair - Anberlin" Omg i am loving it...
OK BYE

This week's playlist

1. The Girl and the Robot - Royksopp ft. Robyn
2. The Bold and the Beautiful - the Drugs
3. Booty Music - Deep Side ft. T-Pain
4. Raindrops - Basement Jaxx
5. High of 75 - Relient K
6. Dismantle. Repair - Anberlin
7. Can't Tell Me Nothing - Kanye West
8. Broken - Life House
9. A day late - Anberlin
10. Why Can't This Be Love - Van Halen

It just occurred to me how easily irritated my family can make me. Small, tedious things make me so so agitated sometimes. One example is the sound that is made when teeth hit a spoon. EVERYONE in my family (so five other people), bar me, sound like they "bite" the spoon when the eat their cereal, and i can't stand the sound of it. As soon as i hear it happen once i wait for the next scoopful of cereal to enter their mouth, and without fail, they will allow their teeth to hit the spoon. It is not even a big deal but it annoys me so, so much.
Another silly thing that gets me going is when my mother eats particular foods. She will come up into the study with a few snacks, right where the desktop computer is, and get comfortable on the spare bed that we have in here, and turn the tv on. Note: I don't even notice these doings as i'm happily minding my own business, lurking the wonderful world of the internet, not disturbing anyone else in my household. So all of a sudden i'll hear this slow crunch of an apple. Okay. This could possibly have developed since the day that i decided that i hate apples, but that's another story for another day i suppose... ANYWAY, so this slow, horrible, crunching sound that sounds so loud that even itunes wouldn't defeat it, continues, and continues and continues. I try to ignore it, but i can't take it for too long, and the apple sounds like it must be the biggest apple in existance. So i turn around in my wheelie chair and have a look at the progress my mother has made in devouring the green apple. SHE IS ONLY HALF WAY. So i say, "Omg mum! That sounds so annoying, can't you just eat it quicker or something, it sounds so stupid! Crunch, crunch, crunch!" And she just laughs at me and continues eating, which only frustrates me more.
By the way, i am aware how ridiculious this sounds, but my family sure know how to shit me. It's possibly because there a so many of us in the house that there's basically no way to escape. I mean really, the house is only quiet between the hours of about 1am and 7am. So that's my sweet, sweet escape period. Ily sleep.

Friday, 7th October 2009

- I woke up to news that i'm probably going to the snow with my boyfriend and his family at the start of September which makes me feel incredibly excited. I looove the snow. Thanks dad :)
- My lovely mentor and I hung out for all of period two having great chats about life, relationships and boys. Thanks Mrs. H :)
- Went on an adventure to Wangi Wangi for the afternoon to hang with Maybury. Enjoyed a fantastic combination of ripsticking, eating McDonalds, a few rounds of guitar hero and then chatting throughout an entire movie. So much fun that i ended up staying until nearly midnight. Thanks Tay :)

What a fantastic day.

Beauty

Support

We all need some sort of support to help keep us upright.
And the past few days have made me realise how much i love and appreciate particular people for their support.
Ily, ily, ily. I am very grateful!
:)